期待三年后你给我的幸福

这句话出自他的口中，有点难以置信， 但是又很感动，眼泪自然的就流了，我也不知为什么！他问我为什么流泪，只不过那一句话而已喔！嘻嘻。。我太脆弱了！

在我还没回去前， 他说他有计划要和我商量。 我其实已经有预感他要说些什么了。等啊等。。。问了他几次，他还是说没什么 啊！自后， 我就选择放弃咯！到了最后一天，我要回了， 也就是星期日，他说没做工，我当然开心啊！当天吃了早餐， 回家看戏，看到一半，电话响了， 他说要出去一下！电话一响，我就知道会是这样的， 我就不出声的，没回应他！过了五分钟，他发了一个简讯，“XX，对不起”！

星期日的节目就这样泡汤了。。

两点多，他回来了！他很认真的告诉我， 他有话要说！ 经过一 段认真的讨论，我发现原来他是有自己的梦想和将来的。 只是他不懂怎么和我说而已。。我发现自己对他越来越认真在这段感情了！是好事吗？嘻嘻。。。。期待。。。。

Make a Move to proLong your relationShip

This week is another holiday in December. I am so excited to go back Penang. First, can meet him, second can meet my ji mui (but cancelled already =( so sad)

I took bus and reached Penang almost mid night. He wait me at the rest area along the highway. Thank you,be! One thing that i can learn is about our relationship.. I like the situation now. We cannot meet always, that why we appreciate the time being together.

Bear in mind=> make a move to prolong your relationship. I can prove that it is a truth..

Future can be predicted?

The answer is ..............

If u want to have a bright future then u have to set your direction and find out what is your major. Today i met a friend,she told me she almost spend all of her salary. (actually almost same with me) She said that is not the way to keep a bright future, must think the possible way to come out with a solution. She is a smart girl, she likes to socialize with others, her talent is in communication. I like the way she doing now. She enjoys her life very much, full with activities.

We sat down had a drink for almost 2 hours. We talked about our future. She had an idea to do a part time, she share her ideas with me, really thank to her. I hope i can join her plan, now we are on the planning stages to start it. We both start to search more information and save the modal first. After half year or one year, we can start it on time. I know it is very hard to start but at least try lo.

My goal is NEVER TRY NEVER KNOW....No doubt once the idea comes out...

Go!Go!Go!................................

~I like December month~

28th of Nov, 29th of Nov, 30th of Nov..........Yeah,warm welcome the 1st of Dec

I likes the month of December...full with public holidays...X'mas eve, New year eve......

With the joy, i hope everyone same with me, have a great time with your beloved....

Hooray Holiday....

Here comes the holiday.....

Early time, i already booked for the flight ticket and decided to go back Penang to find HIM. During this holiday, we just spend the time together, go for movie, go for dinner...etc

I found that happy time always passed in flying time. Sunday is coming, i need to back to KL at 9pm. He seem like very sad but i know he just pretend his moody. Be...no choice, i also not willing to do so, but in terms of living, i have to do that at last. Hope you can understood my situation. Same to you, right?

First of Working D@y

Early in the morning, i need to wake up at 6:30am,OMG, i am not get used to it, because i already been lazy worm for half years. But, no choice, i have to wake up at last to get ready to work. Take bath, Tidy up myself, Breakfast...all these took around one hour to complete.

On the way to work, my mood just neutral,nothing special. I went to register at HR Department, after a briefing, i am heading to School of Technology and register to the office again. After a short introduction, the lady bring me up to my office room. Erm....really unexpected because almost 8 lecturers share in one room. I met a strange lecturer. He is quite old and full with teaching experiences. But, he is very quiet, i cant even communicate with him. Even though, i want to greet with him, he just pretend like not seeing me. So, fed up at last.

Luckily, i saw a friendly face there. He is a guy who same interview session with me last time. I go and chit chat with him, have lunch together...I feel like i found someone......can talk, can communicate, not a big gap....

Thanks God again......

*New Start of NOVEMBER*

2nd of November is a special day for me. That is my first job after master graduation. Before that, i already tried a lots of searches and interviews but failed. At that moment, i really felt disappointed and almost gave up. Luckily, my phone rang and there was a call from Tunku Abdul Rahman College (TARc). Actually i also unexpected i will become a lecturer, but i just gave a try to myself. "Never Try Never Know"......

I passed all the interviews, i quite confident with this job, 70% sure i can get it. Thanks God, finally i get it. The problem is i have to leave Penang n HIM. After a long consideration and discussion with HIM, he is a considerate Boy Friend,he gives a lots of encourages and supports. So, at last, i choose to work in KL temporarily. If can transfer, one day i will back to Penang again.

The day is around the corner, i get ready to leave. He accompanies me come over here and he sacrify himself and back to Penang by bus. He told me that he already been 10 years never take bus. So, because of me, he did it without any complaints. Give a big clap to HIM. I will appreciate this relationship. Hope both of us can maintain it, unless any unfortunate happened on us.

God Bless.........