friendship can be remained forever?

Actually i am so curious about this friendship..i dont believe that friendship can be remained forever..Why i always facing this problems in my life? HATE IT...just like be abandoned and betrayed....
When the other join in, i can see the friendship start changing..i really didt think too much, i can feel it,u know....i just like being foolish by someone,so stupid...haiz
U know perli by friend is not a happy thing, i just like to share with each other, not the type to show off or fighting in materialistic...Right now, i also feel that i am being far from them, i dunno what topic they are talking..
When doing work, they didt take it in serious, everything dun care..For me, when is the time to play i will enjoy it; when is the time to do work i will be serious...that is me...
When asking people something, please ask in manners way...if u want to ask then u must listen to that person...but the person fight back what u talk, is rude..if u dun believe what i say then better dun ask me,am i right?
what the hell? Haiz......being stress, u know?
What is the inner of friendship?
When i am not happy i can share with; when i need help, they are beside me;
Last time we share the problems together but now nomore already..all become materialistic and realisitc...

my favourite ---> duRiAn cake

Last week my friend tell me that Secret Recipe got a new cake that is DURIAN CAKE. When i heard that i am very excited, so the next day i m going to search it, finally i found it..Unfortunately, the girl say cannot sell in slices. If want to buy need to buy the whole cake..DAMN...
I am going with boyboy...he saw my disappointed face, then he say wanna buy the whole cake, but i say dun wan la cz i scare i cant finish it..On the way back hostel, he said that buy the whole cake then share with others friends lo...after i think twice, also can mah...i can share with others...the next day again, i m going there..haha...gila durian....i quickly take the order and decide to buy it...haha
I am happy today i get my durian cake lo...erm...actually not very nice la,the MAnila PLace is the best one..inner of the cake is full with the real durian but the Secret Recipe one just durian paste only...But, i still can eat durian cake...yahoo..hooray....thanks boyboy bought for me...i love u..........haha

h@ppy wedding ^_^

16 of September 2007 is my second sis-Rachel wedding. So the day before that is friday i am off to KL to attend the wedding.

Erm..actually nothing special and no more fresh coz of the environment. At first, we all decided to have the buffet at my big sis hus but then she is pregnant so the old people say good news and good news cannot wor..so just rent the hall at 3K,just a simple hall,somemore the preparation of the food just normal,not very delicious. That night we overnite at the apartment at Sunway Resort..My sis having her wedding there!The apartment very nice and beautiful la,but many of our relative didt turn up. Maybe too far for them to reach..

All my siblings and cousin think about the game to my sister in law..but then he is not the sporting guy,reject to play this play that..haiz

About the dinner is combine with the boy side,at Sekinchan..From subang to there,its take almost 2hours..along the journey we all very tired but no choice ar,also have to be there..

The whole day, we reach subang at 12:30am then i quickly pack my things and chat a while with mum,is already 2am.So i quickly go to bed..u know why?because i am taking the flight at 6:55am,that mean i have to wake up at 4am,i just slept 2 hour only ar....so cham!!actually no need so rush geh but that day the lecturer said that the monday class very important so i have to turn up lolz, if not i will stay untill tuesday!

Finally we all pass it happily although we are very tired....@_@

關心>>c@ring

好久沒上來聊聊天了...也沒甚麼忙啦!最近也沒特別事發生...
那天我去剪頭髮,我真的很後恢因為我覺得比之前的難看又難達理...真的很想頭髮快快長!再加上下個星期是我二姐的大好日子(結婚日啦)!
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.....還有我覺得他并不關心我!他忙到連我也忘了!在朋友面前他有時沒想,要講甚麼就講甚麼,都沒理會到我的感受!有時和他講話會覺得他語氣很重,我真的好討厭這樣子喔!有時我寧願靜靜得,選擇不說話是最好的..不要再和我說"應該告訴他我的感受"..我覺得自己沒有錯......
他今天又沒來找我,他說有東西做,當然我相信他啊!但是心裡會很不爽啦!我不會告訴他因為我知道我說了,他會認為我沒體諒他...開始覺得要維持一段感情真的很不容易!一切都須要時間!

~tHe beginning of Septemb3r~

Yesterday i went to eat dinner with HIM and his friends(a couple). We went to opposite the Northam Hotel..em...quite boring sitting there,like a "soh po"..dunno what topic they are talking,dunno how to join in...

Sometimes i feel that he just think that i will make him "no face" in front of his friend,this is what can i feel...why?any wrong with me? I dont think that i will make my partner "no face" lo...but he is different..laughing me..

My 4th sis(cherie) going back to subang during this weekend,but i didt go coz of HIM..if i go then he will feel alone here so i make a lie to my family that i cant get the ticket.( actually i didt try to buy it)..so bad hor..

Today my 3rd sis (agnes) 3G me, i saw their happiness there,accept me at penang..they are going to One-U shopping then go to Sekinchan having dinner with my 2nd sis (rachel)..they go to eat seafood there..i havent been there eat seafood leh...:-(

The whole day, i just stay at room,no where to go...waiting HIM finish his job..sometime feel boring with this kind of life...just steady,no increase no decrease...so this few holidays,u will see i am free to drop my feeling,my comment here...

"alone in my room......"that why do some childish thing lo>>>self-capture