~tHe beginning of Septemb3r~

Yesterday i went to eat dinner with HIM and his friends(a couple). We went to opposite the Northam Hotel..em...quite boring sitting there,like a "soh po"..dunno what topic they are talking,dunno how to join in...

Sometimes i feel that he just think that i will make him "no face" in front of his friend,this is what can i feel...why?any wrong with me? I dont think that i will make my partner "no face" lo...but he is different..laughing me..

My 4th sis(cherie) going back to subang during this weekend,but i didt go coz of HIM..if i go then he will feel alone here so i make a lie to my family that i cant get the ticket.( actually i didt try to buy it)..so bad hor..

Today my 3rd sis (agnes) 3G me, i saw their happiness there,accept me at penang..they are going to One-U shopping then go to Sekinchan having dinner with my 2nd sis (rachel)..they go to eat seafood there..i havent been there eat seafood leh...:-(

The whole day, i just stay at room,no where to go...waiting HIM finish his job..sometime feel boring with this kind of life...just steady,no increase no decrease...so this few holidays,u will see i am free to drop my feeling,my comment here...

"alone in my room......"that why do some childish thing lo>>>self-capture