..wi$hiNg U..

Today is his birthday...so as usual as a friend, i just sms him n wish him...just a simple message"happy birthday"...
Then he keep calling me but i didt answer his call..i dun wan answer because nothing talk with him..somemore i think it is unfair if i answer his call..so i just change the mode to silent...
Actually nothing mah cz last time when i brithday he also wish me mah so now when his birthday so i just wish him lo...so fair lo...
I didt answer him then he msg me n ask me why dun wan pick up the phone?BUt i still didt answer/reply him...i dun wan make him think too much..i wan him forget it...if he treats me as friend maybe i will answer his call..
Anyway,i just hope he will do in well in his carrier..good in health...really hope he will happy all the day...find a suitable partner....finally happy birthday to uuuu...

無心傷害

對不起!我真的沒注意到你的出現...
和平時一樣,上完夜課,我就和他去吃東西!我們去吃我的最愛,那就是<果條湯>....
怎麼知去到那裡才知道那個攤販休息沒開!!反正都去到了就順便在那吃了!當我準備開車門下車時,我竟然沒注意後面的摩托車,就這樣被我的不小心弄倒在地...我就喊叫因為被當時的情況嚇壞...
當時的我很害怕,就躲在車里,腦袋一片空白!!
I also dunno how to describe at that moment..Luckily the motorist no injured and no need to pay any fees..Why i am so careless??If anything happen to motorist then how am i...cant imagine!!
He thought i also got injured then he keep asking me, izit any hurt?then i say nothing...we still go to eat there, i feel guilty and just keep quiet..haiz..
Sorry to HIM cz i make his car spoilt and need to take it to repair...
I promise that next time i will be carefull, wont be so careless anymore!!

oNe mOnth lolZ..

Today me n HIM already being together for one month..time pass very fast..The time being together very happy lo,sometime i also make HIM angry lo,maybe bcz of my expression..he seldom make me unhappy la,sometime he likes to "kacau" me like saying,he go to know other girl,cz he knows sure i jealous then he will ask me izit jealous??haha...hopefully this relation can be longer + happier...

I m going to buy HIM a shirt just for the one month anniversary..

Only me happy lo,cz my family still dun know i got bf..i really scare they dun like lo..just give me some time,after that i will introduce HIM to my family,hope they can accept HIM lo..

我真的可以容納嗎?

我在想有時自己是怎樣的?好像傻傻那樣不懂自己要的是甚麼....
告訴你們,其實有時我會想起以前的他!!我真的不知為什麼會這樣子!!
我總覺得自己還放不下那樣!我會覺得對現在的他很不公平..他們兩個都有不同的性個,有時候太相似了!所以搞到我自己很矛盾!!
哈哈!你們是不是認為我想太多了?為什麼我每次都這樣的...真的是死性不改!!我想應該很難改了!!!

@M i think too much?

RUsh for assignment!!Sien!!!!
While waiting HIM come to fetch me eat, i m writing my blog here..
Today i have appointment with the lecturer, i wait my friend downstair..then when i saw her/him, then i walk toward,but i feel embarress...u know why?
WHen i almost reach her/him car, she/he drive her car more front..u know at that peak time,so many ppl there..very pai seh!!at least she/he can wait me go into the car mah..haiz
Now just feel like she/he always perli me this or that..my heart cant receive all those things..where is she/he??last time she/he wont like dat....why har?
Maybe i think too much lo...coz sure when i tell everyone that,they will say me think too much...noone can understand my feeling at that moment ppl perli me....
So i choose to write out to express it....hehe

bLuR in miND>>------@

"Why i m so blur about it?"
In some actions, he is too similiar last time "him". I feel like cant step in anymore, hard to express my feeling to HIM..when he asking me question, i just like cant explain well to HIM..i try but i fail..he just like not very understand me, he always wanted the answer in complete way. BUt it is hard, u know?HAiz......
Actually my mood very good on that day (4-8-07)..
we went to watch movie, go to eat sushi king although he dun like to eat but he still accompany me..Sure i feel happy!!But all changes in a second......
On the way, he ask me some question, but i cant give HIM the answer that he wants..then he just say"if fee hard to say then no need to say",he say just both of us in car only, why i still cant voice out...it is too similiar,just like happen last time..i very hate this feeling, nobody care about my feeling...he just like impatient when talking with me..OMG!!
U know i already try n try n try!!finally......:-(what i get??NOthing!!!
Izit all my fault??i cant really understand the situation..
He has different characteristic..
After express out, i just feel like relax and my heart just like put down a rock..
Really hope that everything can remain...just be same...i just need a simple life!!!


"hold me in warm palm"

*tiRed*@_@~~~~~~~

Yesterday night i was going out with HIM and ah nai..Actually this is the second time ah nai met HIM..em..we go to eat together lo,i talk a lot with ah nai,i just leave HIM there eating..haha...Ah nai,what do u think about HIM?ok mah?

This morning, i having diarrhoea..i m not sure whether is food poisoning or not..hehe..i have class the whole day so a bit tired..Anyway,i finally pass all the day with the joy..

aha....u know today i went to eat my lunch,i saw a old fren--->>>chang wey (zhu mu)..so surprise when saw him,coz really long time didt met each other although we r same studying at penang..we just talk a while lo,coz his gf waiting for him outside..
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh....tired!!@_@