~米跌價>>merdeka<<~

HooRay......merdeka!merdeka!merdeka!
今天是公共假期,而我呢只好呆在宿舍!因為他要做工!!:-(
之前問他時,他和我說沒有但是突然又說要做了!就只好遷就他!就只好體諒他!原本約好朋友去金馬侖的但是到最後我卻放他們飛機,希望他們不會怪我啦!
米跌價的前夕,我和他去看戲 還有我的koko & tai shou.看到來都十一點多了,就去cosmic坐坐,順便倒數"米跌價.".還好我們坐的是風水位,能看到煙花..我們大概坐到兩點就回了!....

真的那麼脆弱嗎?

最近也沒甚麼特別,還是老樣子.....
那天星期日,我都呆在宿舍一整天,等他放工!好不容易等到他放工了就很開心的拿起電話,怎麼知他和我說要回去找老板談公事..我明白我應該體諒但是就是很不開心的耍脾氣...他問我要不要去吃?當然我說不必啦!因為我都知他要回了,所以就說我自己去吃而他也說好的.
想了想還是覺得應該讓他知道我的心情<失望>..
Unfortunately,i didt get any reply from HIM.So i know what happen liao>>that is he angry with me...from that moment he didt care me,didt call me up...Ask u all again,am i wrong?
One of my "jie mei" said that i have a bit wrong..that is i didt "ti liang" HIM..
Actually i know geh,but i just wanna let HIM know my feeling,that's it..
The next day,he find me but a word he didt talk to me,both of us just keep quiet and pay attention on our food..no more talking
At that moment, i feel very sad..if he angry me or what,he can say to me..I dun like people treat me like that,i dun know what actually happen,what actually he dun like,what actually i am doing wrong...he should tell me...but none..
U know what my feeling now...he acts like dun care,no sms,no call...what for?haiz...................I HATE IT>>>>"the feeling people didt care about"

<<話題少了>>

是不是見面次數多了,話題就會跟着減少....
我覺得我們之間的話題變少了!每次坐下來吃東西,大家都把注意力放在食物上!有時我會想還沒在一起那種快樂!大家無所不談的,想說甚麼就說!!
有時會覺得很悶....但是快樂的時候還是會有啦!
下個星期是假期,很想和他兩人出外玩但是他要做工所以想都沒想因為知道是不可能的!沒關係啦....
昨天是我第一次發他脾氣喔!因為有是我覺得他講話往往都沒顧慮到我的感受...弄到我很不開心....也許大家都須要些時間去了解吧!不要收在心里因為這樣會造成心里不舒服!盡量去表達自己.....加油吧!!!!!

outLooKs...

I am really care about someone outlook especially wearing....it is very important,u know?
I know cz of his job so he has a dark skin, this is what i can consider but then his wearing i totally cant accept lo...u know he already very dark then he still wear the bright color shirt..really like uncle la...hehe
Why i am so care about ar?....haiz....
Sometime i feel like cant talk so much with HIM lo,whatever i say sure he say me this and that...i dun like ppl say me like that especially those close with me...i tell HIM that his fren chat with me through msn,i say his fren very "fan" keep asking the same question, then he say i dunno talk wor,dunno cut off the question...what i can i say?i cant rebate cz i dun hv chances....haiz
Just like wanna......give up....hehe

..wi$hiNg U..

Today is his birthday...so as usual as a friend, i just sms him n wish him...just a simple message"happy birthday"...
Then he keep calling me but i didt answer his call..i dun wan answer because nothing talk with him..somemore i think it is unfair if i answer his call..so i just change the mode to silent...
Actually nothing mah cz last time when i brithday he also wish me mah so now when his birthday so i just wish him lo...so fair lo...
I didt answer him then he msg me n ask me why dun wan pick up the phone?BUt i still didt answer/reply him...i dun wan make him think too much..i wan him forget it...if he treats me as friend maybe i will answer his call..
Anyway,i just hope he will do in well in his carrier..good in health...really hope he will happy all the day...find a suitable partner....finally happy birthday to uuuu...

無心傷害

對不起!我真的沒注意到你的出現...
和平時一樣,上完夜課,我就和他去吃東西!我們去吃我的最愛,那就是<果條湯>....
怎麼知去到那裡才知道那個攤販休息沒開!!反正都去到了就順便在那吃了!當我準備開車門下車時,我竟然沒注意後面的摩托車,就這樣被我的不小心弄倒在地...我就喊叫因為被當時的情況嚇壞...
當時的我很害怕,就躲在車里,腦袋一片空白!!
I also dunno how to describe at that moment..Luckily the motorist no injured and no need to pay any fees..Why i am so careless??If anything happen to motorist then how am i...cant imagine!!
He thought i also got injured then he keep asking me, izit any hurt?then i say nothing...we still go to eat there, i feel guilty and just keep quiet..haiz..
Sorry to HIM cz i make his car spoilt and need to take it to repair...
I promise that next time i will be carefull, wont be so careless anymore!!

oNe mOnth lolZ..

Today me n HIM already being together for one month..time pass very fast..The time being together very happy lo,sometime i also make HIM angry lo,maybe bcz of my expression..he seldom make me unhappy la,sometime he likes to "kacau" me like saying,he go to know other girl,cz he knows sure i jealous then he will ask me izit jealous??haha...hopefully this relation can be longer + happier...

I m going to buy HIM a shirt just for the one month anniversary..

Only me happy lo,cz my family still dun know i got bf..i really scare they dun like lo..just give me some time,after that i will introduce HIM to my family,hope they can accept HIM lo..

我真的可以容納嗎?

我在想有時自己是怎樣的?好像傻傻那樣不懂自己要的是甚麼....
告訴你們,其實有時我會想起以前的他!!我真的不知為什麼會這樣子!!
我總覺得自己還放不下那樣!我會覺得對現在的他很不公平..他們兩個都有不同的性個,有時候太相似了!所以搞到我自己很矛盾!!
哈哈!你們是不是認為我想太多了?為什麼我每次都這樣的...真的是死性不改!!我想應該很難改了!!!

@M i think too much?

RUsh for assignment!!Sien!!!!
While waiting HIM come to fetch me eat, i m writing my blog here..
Today i have appointment with the lecturer, i wait my friend downstair..then when i saw her/him, then i walk toward,but i feel embarress...u know why?
WHen i almost reach her/him car, she/he drive her car more front..u know at that peak time,so many ppl there..very pai seh!!at least she/he can wait me go into the car mah..haiz
Now just feel like she/he always perli me this or that..my heart cant receive all those things..where is she/he??last time she/he wont like dat....why har?
Maybe i think too much lo...coz sure when i tell everyone that,they will say me think too much...noone can understand my feeling at that moment ppl perli me....
So i choose to write out to express it....hehe

bLuR in miND>>------@

"Why i m so blur about it?"
In some actions, he is too similiar last time "him". I feel like cant step in anymore, hard to express my feeling to HIM..when he asking me question, i just like cant explain well to HIM..i try but i fail..he just like not very understand me, he always wanted the answer in complete way. BUt it is hard, u know?HAiz......
Actually my mood very good on that day (4-8-07)..
we went to watch movie, go to eat sushi king although he dun like to eat but he still accompany me..Sure i feel happy!!But all changes in a second......
On the way, he ask me some question, but i cant give HIM the answer that he wants..then he just say"if fee hard to say then no need to say",he say just both of us in car only, why i still cant voice out...it is too similiar,just like happen last time..i very hate this feeling, nobody care about my feeling...he just like impatient when talking with me..OMG!!
U know i already try n try n try!!finally......:-(what i get??NOthing!!!
Izit all my fault??i cant really understand the situation..
He has different characteristic..
After express out, i just feel like relax and my heart just like put down a rock..
Really hope that everything can remain...just be same...i just need a simple life!!!


"hold me in warm palm"

*tiRed*@_@~~~~~~~

Yesterday night i was going out with HIM and ah nai..Actually this is the second time ah nai met HIM..em..we go to eat together lo,i talk a lot with ah nai,i just leave HIM there eating..haha...Ah nai,what do u think about HIM?ok mah?

This morning, i having diarrhoea..i m not sure whether is food poisoning or not..hehe..i have class the whole day so a bit tired..Anyway,i finally pass all the day with the joy..

aha....u know today i went to eat my lunch,i saw a old fren--->>>chang wey (zhu mu)..so surprise when saw him,coz really long time didt met each other although we r same studying at penang..we just talk a while lo,coz his gf waiting for him outside..
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh....tired!!@_@